mannn next year I'm so doing hd_holidays
also today I randomly bought the gravitation anime. it was sitting in the shop all lonely and like less than half the price of the other anime series -- serieses? -- so I decided to grab it. then I had four dollars for dinner hahahaha well done, me.
so....been kinda bored lately. not the kind of bored where I lie on the floor and stare and the ceiling and go WHAT NOW, HUH??? just the kind where I bum around on the internet reading really long, fairly mediocre h/d fic all day or go waste all my money on anime or movies or smoothies and lemon-lime tarts at the mall. the kind where I mostly have nothing to do, I guess. it's weird not having a routine for every day. it's kinda hard to get into my head that hello I have no schedule now. it's like...idk, it's like those stupid two-week holidays we get where by the end I'm stark raving mad and sit around in my underwear re-reading fantasy books and reminiscing about when I first read them and was frankly too young to be reading them, they're full of torture and rape and death, but it's not like people ever read them before buying them for me, it was more "oh look, dragons, megan likes those". it's like those holidays, only it could go forever which is really weird.
oh high school, I miss you already.
what else. oh, speaking of boredom. I've been doing random things to combat it. I applied to be a poster at a music sharing community, fingers crossed I get that. I've been doing terrible fandubs of anime theme songs hahaha people quite like them, I honestly have no idea why, but it's pretty hilarious. um, what else? oh yeah, the fact that I'm doing these fandubs is because I just bought this headset thing, not super fancy, it's like a third of the price of some of the ones that were at the shop, but it was still kinda pricey :( but yeah anyway so I have this thing, so now I think I might do some podfic? like, record fic? idk, I think I have a good reading voice, and it's fun to do that kind of thing.
also yes I know. I should get off my ass and stop being on hiatus if I'm so bored, that's what you're thinking, I should get back into rp.
idk
I've been thinking about dropping maybe? fff idk some days I'm like yeahhhhhhh I really can't do this and other days I'm like NO IT'S FUN I LOVE IT ffffffffff idk fuck it I'll think about it tomorrow
think about it and write my yuletide letter, I guess. seriously, I need to write that. hahaha sorry, person who got my assignment, if you're reading this and thinking GDIT WRITE IT ALREADY, I'll get around to it, I promise. not that I didn't stuff my assignment with info about pairings and genres and stuff I like anyway.
ughhh so vaguely bored. how am I vaguely bored. I mean, I have like thirty something tabs open - no, they're fic, not tvtropes, idk I just can't concentrate on them that much.
the only thing I've really been concentrating on lately is those logic puzzle things hahaha. mellow left a book of them here when she left, so I've been working my way through it. I love logic puzzles like burning
OKAY so this post is now way too long sry about that XD